I'm a failure at heart.
Give up or try harder? I can't make up my mind. I'm no good at making decision. I wish you would give me some kind of signs to tell me how you feel. Anything, really, just something to let me know I should still hold onto the idea of us. As much as I don't want to, I'm so close to letting go.

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Fuck this.