No one knows what it's like,
Went out to Eunos to collect something, then met sissy at parkway parade. Then bus to tampines. Seoul garden for dinner. Then mrt back to pasir ris. :)

Training tmr. Then meet up with bestf to get something for the cruise trip in the evening.

Im damn damn reluctant to go on cruise tomorrow you know, haven't even pack my things yet. Should be damn looking forward but somehow i dont know why i dont. Damn i feel like i got force to go why why why. :( will be going for 5 days, till wednesday yawns. Pray for me! Pray that i'll be having fun and enjoying myself. I doubt i will. I think it'll screw up big time. Cause nobody close to me is going, except for my mama. My sisters are not going also. Tell me what holiday is this. Yawns. Whatever la. Worse come to worse i'll bring the lappy along. I'll isolate myself in the room. Im anti-social. Zzzz. Can't be bothered anymore. I'll just go to make my mama happy.

POSITIVE:
I need a break now. From everything everything and everything. Maybe tomorrow's trip will be a good break for me i'll TRY to enjoy myself. Hopefully i'll enjoy myself.

So pissed and tired now, i need to sleep or else i'll explode like a fucking bitch. Moodswings, _!_