hit me like a ray of sun, burning through my darkest night
yesterday training. studying @mac. tampines. pizzahut for dinner. studying @mac again till midnight. today tv the whole morning. studying. parkway parade in the evening with family.

i think about it for quite some time.
i no longer know what i really want. im feeling so lost. i guess just throw me any position, i'll do my best and hopefully it'll contribute to the team. i'll work hard. i'll do my part. i'll keep going. i'll not give up. stay strong. no more behaving like a fucking pessimistic bitch.

everything will end, soon.
tomorrow will be a better day.

studies. netball. lose weight. nothing else for now, it'll just be like this till zonal is over i guess.